A'kum to all :) ....
Semalam baru balik from Midwest games 2003 held at Purdue University, Indiana. Loads of fun, saw friends that I haven't seen for a really long time. Unfortunately, saw people whom I didn't really want to see either, but hey, life's like that, right? It was freaky being in Purdue, it's like being back in Malaysia, but colder. In Michigan, I can walk down the street and say hi to every Malaysian I see because we know each other. In Purdue, I saw all these Malaysians whom I've never met before and it was weird, it's like being back home and you see strangers pass you by, but you're not home. I have no idea how to explain, so I'm just not gonna try. Anyway, it was really fun, I loved catching up with my ex-roomies ( kong and Sim, you guys are the best!! Thanks for all the help), I've missed them so much. Old friends that I haven't seen for a long time, some of them changed, some didn't. Someone dengan baik hati belanje orang Mountain Dew, hehe, thank you :) . Games were fun, congrats to Kong on her many wins :) , and to the Michigan teams too for a job well done. I have to admit, the performances that night were really, really good. Dikir Barat, silat, traditional dances..... everything was so pretty.
Semalam balik, I promptly slept, and as a result, bangun lambat and lapar. Malam tuh masak quite lambat, malas nak makan sorang, nasib baik ade Nik nak nolong and teman org makan. Todi lambat malam tuh, hahaha... kol empat pagi baru tido. Bangun pagi kepale bengong. Padan muke. Hari nie dapat result exam EECS 376. Alhamdulillah tak fail. barsyukur sangat. Program pon not so bad sangat. I need to work harder though.
pagi nie dapat email. Out of request by the sender, lepas bace terus delete. Tapi pagi tadi deja vu kejap ( sampai lambat gie kelas, siot ). It was weird how things played out in life. If things had turn out differently, maybe I wouldn't have to go through all the painful experiences that I did. Ingat lagi the first thing the person sent me lepas bertahun-tahun tak dengar berite.... "Joey to my Dawson" ( haha.. perasan Dawson, tapi sweet sentiment all the same). Paham what the person meant tapi... it was never the right time, right place, in the end it was never right. Thanks for the lyrics, though. Hahaha.. tak habes2 ngan tema Dawson's Creek.

"Standing Still"

Cutting through the darkest night are my two headlights
Trying to keep it clear, but I'm losing it here
To the twilight
There's a dead end to my left
There's a burning bush to my right
You aren't in sight
You aren't in sight

Do you want me
Like I want you?
Or am I standing still
Beneath the darkened sky
Or am I standing still
With the scenery flying by
Or am I standing still
Out of the corner of my eye
Was that you
Passing my by

Mother's on the stoop
Boys in souped up coupes
On this hot summer night
Between fight and flight
Is the blind man's sight
And a choice that's right
I roll the window down
Feel like I'm
I'm gonna drown
In this strange town
Feel broken down
I feel broken down
Do you need me
Like I need you

Or am I standing still
Beneath the darkened sky
Or am I standing still
With the scenery flying by
Or am I standing still
Out of the corner of my eye
Was that you
Passing my by

A sweet sorrow is
The call tomorrow
A sweet sorrow is
The call tomorrow

Do you love me
Like I love you?

Or am I standing still
Beneath the darkened sky
Or am I standing still
With the scenery flying by
Or am I standing still
Out of the corner
Of my eye
Was that you
Passing me by?

Are you passing me by?
Passing me by
Do you want me?
Passing me by

Do you need me
Like I need you too
And do you want me
Like I want you?
Passing me by

Are you passing me by
Or am I standing still?

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