Assalamu'alaikum....

Omigod, I survived the first week of school... well, barely anyway. It was a weird, weird, weird week, with classes and other stuff happening in my life. Let's just not get into details. Suffice to say some happenings were surprisingly good, others were so bad that I don't think it can get any worse.

I didn't get much sleep yesterday, spent the night tossing and turning and waking up every few hours. I ended up giving up trying to sleep and just got up. Shitty, shitty feeling right now, I hate it so much. The good side of it? like I said, can't get any worse. Oh well, moving on....

I love this song so much, especially the "if hearts were unbreakable part".....


INVISIBLE by Clay Aiken

What are you doing tonight
I wish I could be a fly on your wall
Are you really alone
Still in your dreams
Why can't I bring you into my life
What would it take to make you see that I'm alive

[Chorus]

If I was invisible
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invisible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I can just tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
(Wait..I already am)

I saw your face in the crowd
I called out your name
You don't hear a sound
I keep tracing your steps
Each move that you make
Wish I could be what goes through your mind
Wish you could touch me with the colors of your life

[Chorus]

If I was invisible
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invisible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I can just tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
(Wait..I already am)

I reach out
But you don't even see me
Even when I'm screaming
Baby, you don't hear me
I am nothing without you
Just a shadow passing through...

[Repeat Chorus]