Assalamu'alaikum...

I missed work today... I haven't been sleeping well lately, or eating well either, it's a little hard to be healthy under these curcumstances. I haven't been able to exercise, my hands are shaking whenever I do anything (yesterday I dropped a mug on the floor, good thing it didn't break, just chipped), and when I called home, my mom was frantic 'cause I sounded awful. Thanks mom. Wish you're here to take care of me. My apartment is still filled with boxes 'cause I can't bring myself to do anything, my DDR pad is just sitting there waiting for someone to play with it.... It's jut a mess really. Oh, and I'm changing my Psych 111 from graded to pass/fail -- that's how "confident" I am in my performance this semester.

Yesterday I listened to my iPod and kept looping Jojo's songs... this is still my favorite one:

"Leave (Get Out)"

I've been waiting all day for ya babe
So won't cha come and sit and talk to me
And tell me how we're gonna be together always
Hope you know that when it's late at night
I Hold on to my pillow tight
And think of how you promised me forever
(I never thought that anyone)
Could make me feel this way
(Now that you're here boy all I want)
Is just a chance to say

[Chorus]
Get Out, (leave) right now,
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone
'Cause I know about her (who) and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time (waste of time)

Tell me why you're looking so confused
When I'm the one who didn't know the truth
How could you ever be so cold
To go behind my back and call my friend
Boy you must have gone and bumped your head
Because you left her number on your phone
(So now after all is said and done)
Maybe I'm the one to blame but
(To think that you could be the one)
Well it didn't work out that way

[Chorus]

I wanted you right here with me but I have no choice you've gotta leave
Because my heart is breakin'
With every word I'm sayin'
I gave up everything I had
On something that just wouldn't last
But I refuse to cry
No tears will fall from these ....
Eyes
Ooooh, ooooh
Get out

[Chorus x2]

Get out (leave)
You and me
It's too late (too late)
You ohh
Bout her (who, why)
You said that you would treat me right (noooo)
but it was just a waste of time (waste of time)

Ohhhh oh oh oh hoh oh