Today: penat gile gile gile.. why? let's see.... 10.30 pagi sampai 12.30 tgh hari, kelas EECS 376... now I know for certain I have the attention of a 2-year-old on a sugar-based diet... takleh nak concentrate dalam kelas!!!! I get fidgety, and then sleepy, it'll be like an hour before class ends and I'll already be looking at my watch, sheesh. Okay, anyway, today did NOT start well at all. I went out with my white blouse (the one with the flower neckline, hehe), tudung peach, blue jeans, and a pair of blue Esprit strappy high heels, because I felt like looking reasonably nice today. Alih-alih.... hujan. Dah lah tadek coat, menapak balik tgh2 hujan with my high heels on and my mood very, very off. Anyway, sampai kat room, tried going to sleep but alas, to no avail. I wanted to get some rest sebab kol 4 kene "masak lemak", tanak lah gie masak lemak penat-penat.
4 o'clock came... and guess what... mase dalam bas nak gie central lah baru mate gile nak lelap... chett.... dah kene pakse mate bukak. Anyway, 2 jam masak lemak, pastu balik terus gie NCRB join bebudak main indoor soccer ( saje je gatal ), then kol 8 main basket jap. Uisshh... betape tak kuatnye stamina saye bile baru setengah jam dah penat gile... dah lah tuh, bontot besar sgt sampai nak kejar org pon slalu tak sempat. Anyway, hari nie seluar koyak... sebab slide atas gym floor. Pulak dah. Lagi tak best: lutut scraped sket, takdelah sampai luke besar, but pedih gak lah nak mandi,boo-hoo....
Okay, dah kol doblas... setelah main-main from kol 4 petang sampai dekat 9 malam... me need SLEEP.... zzz....

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First day of class for the spring term.. not bad, actually. I had EECS 376 at 10.30 till 12.30, then it's off to Central Campus to get my blood taken out ( kesian orang tak makan tau since semalam sampai kol 1 tadik sebab die soh fasting before the sample is taken ). After that, balik bilik, makan chicken wings, slept for about half an hour, and then gie balik central for my second class of the day: American Culture 340 -- African American Cinematic Experience. Hehe.. basically what we're supposed to do was watch films in class, discuss, and turn in 2 papers, one worth 40% of the grade, the other 60%. Our textbook: the script to "The Matrix". Hahaha... sonok, plus one of the film assignment is to watch "The Matrix: Reloaded". Woo-hoo....watching pop culture movies for credit sound like my kind of course. We watched Spike Lee's "Bamboozled" just now, which I find quite difficult to watch because the racism and stereotype in the film was really thick, and the film seemed a bit too preachy. Plus the swear-word abundancy in it did not help matters one bit. But it did helped me understand more about the stereotype surrounding african american people, though I did stay after class to ask Prof. Boyd about some stuff that I didn't quite grasp.

Can't wait for "The Matrix: Reloaded" to come out, but don't get me wrong, it's purely for..ermm.. academic reasons. After all, it is part of my assignment ( muahahaha... and pigs are flying through the air right now hitting everyone's windshields.. samak samak ). Currently, I have "Smallville" tuned on, uikk... mamat Clark tuh dah pandai tunjuk bontot skang, muahahaha.... arghh!! My eyes, my eyes.... are perfecty fine, hahaha....

I have to finish setting up my room, and then finish my reading assignment for my EECS class.. ho-hum... okay, ciao! Assalamu'alaikum...

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Penat penat penat... nie bangun awal pon sebab nak kene mandi and then head on to doctor's appointment for my medical check up ( hope nothing's wrong ). Semalam pindah barang sume masuk bilik baru for spring and summer. Pukul doblas tgh hari amek U-Haul, pindah barang sume, pukul sepuluh baru siap. Tuh baru siap pindah tuh, bukan nye siap kemas bilik. Hehehe... anyway, sonok drive U-Haul keliling Baits 1 & 2, even though memule tuh rase sgt2 tak used to the fact yang gear die kate steering wheel instead of the normal spot. Hahaha... jenuh lah nak maneuver truck gabak tuh ( 10 feet nye truck, relatively gabak to the normal cars I drive ), nak kasi die dekat dengan pintu masuk Ziwet House so senang nak bawak masuk barang besar. Thanks Acap sebab tolong sewekan truck, and thanks Bob sebab drivekan truck balik ( muahaha, senirik tamau drive sebab tadek lesen, takoooottt... ) Hehe.. macam biase barang byk punggah senirik ngan Teh and Nanim mase kat Ziwet ( couch gabak nak mati tapi ahamdulillah survive jugak ) , tapi bile dah sampai Eaton House, ade org yg sgt2 baik hati tolong bawakkan certain stuff naik. Thank you to Hafiz, Apoo and Sharence sebab tulun bawak naik fridge, and tengkiu banyak2 Azwan, Jebai ngan Izham sebab tolong letakkan couch kat lounge Eaton ( couch biru tuh orang punye tau, jangan amek, letak situ sebab tak muat letak dalam bilik ), and thanks to Diba and Bulan sebab same-same tolong saye hantar U-Haul balik ( on the way balik dengar cerite orang langgar ruse kat Indiana.. I am so never gonna drive in Indiana during fall ). Sekarang tgk bilik, still macam tempat pusat pendatang haram lagik, tapi malas lah nak kemas dulu, penat penat penat.....

Hari nie wat ape? Hmm... doctor's appointment, then CCRB sebab nak daftar kelas "memasak lemak", then balik download Sim's Family yang baru. Baru perasan my family stok jenis yang dibuat before breakup, so pepaham je lah mase tuh mentality kat mane. Sayang lah jugak nak delete sebab family dah kaye gile ( ever bathroom ade jacuzzi, rumah ade game room siap pool table and pinball machine, TV yang paling gabak, kat luar ade children's playground, another hot tub and the most expensive BBQ grill ), but bosan lah plak sebab die dah kaye, so takde mende sgt dah nak wat. This time nak start off ngan a single person dulu, then baru soh die kawen, hahahah.... ade jugak harapan kawen ngan Ahmad Kambings nie.

Okeh, mau mandi and make myself look reasonably kemas, so bubbye and assalamu'alaikum...

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I feel so, so sleepy... last night ajar Teh camane nak main The Sim's House Party. Hehe... ingat lagi main game tuh kat umah, there was this one time mase bulan puase, main Sim's Family from malam sampai lah ke sahur... punye lah addicted... but anyway, name character yang kitorang cipte semalam is Ahmad Kambings ( Teh nak name die camtuh, hahaha.. ). Sonok ler main Sims... tapi before that, kitorang main Neopets punye game kat Neopets punye website. Game sgt2 macam budak-budak, tapi semalam gelak macam nak pecah perut. Ade satu game nie, keje die is to baling mende yang macam bear besar tuh dengan snowball before bear tuh baling kite. Makin tinggi level, bear makin banyak. Tapi semalam ntah camane ntah, boleh terbaling kawan sendiri. Kesian lah kawan tuh pusing pening-pening atas ais. Tapi kelakar tengok die pening. I know, I know, ape hal lah budak nie suke main game budak-budak, tapi dah suke, nak wat camane? Sonok lerrr....

Anyway, tadi tgh hari gie makan kat Shalimar ngan Teh and Nanim. Sampai-sampai aje, the place was packed, kene tunggu jap. Jumpe Mendeng kat situ, decided to makan sesame sebab senang sket nak dapat table. Saw some other Malaysians kat situ jugak, some celebrating graduation and some sesaje je dtg ( macam kitorang lah ). Dapat table, makan macam besok tuh nak kene hantar gie Somalia, sume bende nak sapu. Ye lah, kate lapar gile, save perut from pagi, dah lah buffet mahal. Food die macam biase lah... ayam tandoori, ayam masala, lamb kurma, roti nan.... a whole bunch of other stuff... plus desserts ( oh, and they're halal, heheh... saye belom katok lagi (alhamdulillah) , somehow kurang boleh nak bring myself to accept wholly arguments pasal boleh ke tak makan daging kat negare "ahli kitab", lagipun yang terang2 halal banyak lagik, so belum darurat ). Mase kitorang datang, ade satu family nie from India conquer satu restoran, siap bagi speech sume. Wahhh... kaye nye boleh bawak mak, bapak, atuk, nenek, adik, abang, kakak, adek nenek, abang atuk, tukang kebun, kawan jiran sume datang Michigan tengok die graduate. Anyway, Mendeng kene balik awal sebab kene keje, so tinggal lah kitorang 3 orang. Sepanjang-panjang makan lepas tuh, asyik gelak je keje, sume bende nak gelak. Cite pasal kawan baik, pasal budak kecik pakai baju lip lap macam nak kawin.... mat salleh tengok kitorang sure ingat kitorang tgh high sebab sikit sikit gelak, tak pasal-pasal gelak...

Balik from makan, kitorang singgah kedai buku, tengok text books for spring and summer, then masuk kedai baju jap (tengok aje), pastu balik.... Nanim singgah bilik kitorang nak main Sim's House Party, die buat character die senirik.. name character: Cinta binti Abu. Pulak dah. Kesian si Cinta tuh, rumah sume tak lengkap, nak makan pon kene berdiri.

Haaa... nie ade dialog menarik between due orang "fictional" character... sorang kite bagi name Miss Cafe, sorang lagi Hello Kitty. Ade sorang lagi nie, Toh Puan Saye, tgh duduk seblah Miss Cafe, Hello Kitty depan die , and diorang tgh cakap pasal sorang mamat nie yang bukan berbangse Melayu....

Miss Cafe: Orang melayu takde ek hidung yang macam tu.
Hello Kitty: Ade lah...
Miss Cafe: Siape?
Hello Kitty: orang bangla.
Miss Cafe: ( pusing tengok Toh Puan Saye dgn muke eyot ) Bile mase lah pulak orang bangla masuk jadi org melayu nie...

Muahahaha.... nasib baik Toh Puan tak makan mase tuh, ade jugak tersembur kuar jadi missile kene kepale orang depan. Cik Hello Kitty lupe geography.. hehe...

Okeh, okeh, besok nak pindah umah, so nak gie packing barang... ciao and assalamu'alaikum...

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Ooohhh.... new picture on top! Hehe... decided to pay tribute to the girls in my batch here in Michigan. Love all of you gals!! Anyway, I just got back from this year's graduation dinner. Wait.. wait... backtrack sket... so anyway, petang tadi a bunch of us pegi Lee House nak masak mee kari. We went there around 1 o'clock, masak masak masak, I decided to go home kol lime sebab it seemed like the bulk of the stuff yang nak kene wat macam dah settle. So I went back, decided to paste some pictures together to put on my blogger, mandi, make-up, then kol tujuh, gie Pierpont Commons dengan Teh for the dinner . Sampai sane, dengar the seniors bagi speech, then makan. Food was great: ade mee kari, kuey teow, bihun goreng, pengat pisang..... malang nye tak cukup utensils, but we made do with what we had, heheh :) . Anyway, Deeran and Kirah decided to give an impromptu performance ( Kirah played the guitar while Deera sang "I Don't Like To" by Leann Rimes, then they did their famous rendition of "More Than Words" ). Hehehe... tengok derang perform reminded me of how I loved being on stage dulu, but that's all over now, hahaha.... I don't think I'll get the chance again. Anyway, lepas dinner, there was a picture taking frenzy ( hey, all of us had killer outfits ), and then balik (well, actuallynye me, Nanim ngan Teh lambat sket nak balik sebab amek gambar kat tepi painting ) . Oh, but there was a piano at the lounge, so I main a song ( Farzad berenti tanye "Apsal tadi tanak main? " .... hehehe... kite low profile lerr... ) lepas rindu jap, then went out, elok-elok mase bas sampai. And now I'm here.... man I suck at telling stories, I'm sure half of you guys are asleep already.

Semalam I had a wonderful phone call from Myn :) .... thanks girl. Saje je Myn call, kitorang borak-borak about stuff, I told her the latest gossip about STF and basically takled about.... stuff ( alah, takkan sume nak gitau kot... privacy ciket). Borak ngan Liyana lagik, this time lebih around religious stuff ( man, there's so many things that I don't know... nak kene belajar nie ), and pastu tido. Oh, had a pipe disaster in the bathroom jugak, forgot to mention that.

Malam nie wat ape? Packing packing.... sebab hari Ahad nak move out dah.... so for the whole summer nie, anybody outside Michigan yang have my phone number, jangan gune that number tau. I'm moving back in here during fall, but summer dapat bilik baru. So sabar ye... nanti org gitau phone number ape and stuff.

Okay.. me sleepy and thirsty.... ciao and assalamu'alaikum....

p/s: forgot... dah ade link baru... Ninjai, The Little Ninja ..... love love love the animation.. thank you to Hafizul for introducing this to me...

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Okay, okay... I so, so swear I did NOT do this, even I was never that bored, hahaha... and trust me, if it was me, sure kenekan kekawan senirik... this one was sent to me by a certain guy who dah waaaaay too much time on his hands zaman cuti yang lampau. Anyway, I dah dapat from tuan punye peng"edit" gambar to put this in my blogspot..... ahh, the wonders of technology, hehe... lupe lak.. original die belah kanan....

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Ooh.. did a few changes on the right scroll box.. letak lagu baru ( love Dishwalla, this is still my favorite song out of all of their songs even though lagu nie dah lame ). Also added a few blog links, a link to a qur'an recitation site ( curtesy of Diba ) and to Liquid Generation ( just because I loved playing Demonic Osbournes mase tgh bosan ).

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Hmm.. smalam tido lambat, joli sakan kejap sebab exam dah habes. Tengok TV memanjang, and decided to catch up with my "reality TV" homework, heheh.... First up tengok American Idol. As predicted, Carmen got booted out. So blonde count for next AI shows: nada! Uishh.. two blondes in a row, how ironic. Carmen's cute and all, but the rest are better singers. Next week, sape yang kene tendang, either Trenyce or Joshua Gracin. Trenyce dah slalu kene jalan "the bottom three walk of death", on the other hand her voice is pretty amazing. Josh has a great voice, too, though, though when he sucks, he really do sound not so good. Loved his rendition of "Amazed". So next week nye performance sangat-sangat key, I'm excited to watch. Oh, and who else yang akan masuk bottom three? Kimberley Locke, even though her voice sangat-sangat power, but Ruben and Clay are the crowd favorites, so I think they can still sit pretty and be safe. What else did I do? Oh, watched The Bachelor, a millionaire yang sangat-sangat buduh by the name of Andrew Firestone. Why I think die buduh: die gie kick off the girls yang nampak sangat comfy dengan die, I think sebab die rase "Oh, it's TOO comfortable, so it can't be love, we're just friends". Oi busuk, good relationships should be based on friendship lah. And it annoys me week by week tengok him keeping Kirsten in the picture. So takdelah exited sangat nak tengok next week sebab sume pompuan interesting dah tadek.

So what else did I do ? Chat ngan Myn and Liyana jap, Liyana cite pasal practical training die, and how skang nie kene ade qualifications lain kalau nak naik the corporate ladder in M'sia: kene tau Mandarin (and she's a comp engineer major in UTM ). Uikk... but the gov kasik incentive RM500 per month nak belajar Mandarin, so maybe not that bad lah. Takut jugak, tapi Liyana kate US grads selamat lagik, so tgk camane bile balik mesia nanti, hehe. Called my friend Bantut smalam and got to borak with Deelart, and dgr cite terbaru STF and what really happened last gathering. Myn!! Better call me makcik if you wanna know the scoop, heheh... smalam org baru nak kasi phone number yang die mintak, die dah offline, lerrrrrr.....

Ade orang tanye, the AIM thing kat kotak belah kanan tuh ape. Well, if you have the AOL instant messenger, you can click that, a chatbox comes out and you can instantly message me, takyah nak add dalam buddyList ke ape... ta-da! hahaha... I like AIM, sebab buleh add orang and tengok derang nye profiles and stuff, and orang tuh tatau, hehehe.. buleh spy. Unfortunately, I have no one to spy on, so it's wasted on me, I just have AIM nak keep in touch with Jennifer ngan Tina, Dave pulak nak kasi die nye screen name so that we can chat during the summer, tapi hari tuh die lupe nak kasik and I lupe nak mintak. Oopsy..

Wow, dah kol 10.15 pagi, have to call housing office and UHS ( buat medical check-up ). Ta-ta, assalamu'alaikum and have a good day to sesape yang larat bace this to the end....

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At last, the semester is finally finished.. phew... seperti yang dijangka, I couldn't answer all of the questions, bleurghhh.... there goes my dream in doing a double degree.... but we'll see... maybe I can still make it alive yet, hehe... something tells me that I didn't get the job at the front desk, boo-hoo... probably because they want people who can work full time and I can't do that since I'm taking classes and all ... well, maybe they'll consider me for the Fall or Winter term.. but this means no buying a car for me this summer... boo-hoo again. But anyway, I'm hoping to get a TA position teaching EECS 183, heheh... that's like basic C++... I loved that course, and since I did pretty good in 280, I'm hoping they would consider me. Well, I can only hope, if that's a paying position, then all the better, isn't it? Keskeskes.... I still remember my 183 TA, man, he was baadddd.... like he didn't know half of the materials and we were the ones who had to correct him in class.. hopefully I won't end up like that. Why is it that I'm so into positions that requires me to speak to people ( front desk, TA... )? Hopefully it'll help me build my confidence in situations when I'm around a lot of people. I freak easy when people look at me and I'm expected to say something, and my mind usually goes blank and always end up either saying something completely lame, ... or something completely annoying ( which is worse ).

Semalam borak ngan Cik Liyana Razali... I stumbled upon her website when I visited Bal's... heheh... she's funny... and she tricked me!!! Malas nak cite what the trick was.. but at least I know Myn fell for it like a ton of bricks too, hehehe... anyway, I find Liyana's website to be quite insightful, very different. We only managed to talk for a while, since I had exams and all, but it was fun all the same. But something tells me that she knew about me long before I knew about her... hmm... hey Liyana, if you ever read this, is it true? Muahaha... Lupe nak tanye die pasal Pisang (okay, save cite pasal Pisang some other day ) and all of my other Jasin friends in my matrix days ( I remember Wani....and Hakim I knew from primary... ).

Hmm.. fenin kepale lah jap... tak cukup titon... dah lah baru flunk exam... oh, lupe lak, ade orang tanye "Apsal blogger ko ade missing entry? Ade orang cakap ko tulis ape ntah bile aku tgk takde pon.." ... hahaha... truth is, there are certain things that I write in my blog and then delete simply because I feel the message has been conveyed and buat ape nak tayang bende tuh lame-lame sebab I'm pretty certain orang yang dimaksudkan dah bace pon.. ( kalau belum then nasiblah ek.. hehe.. bende dah delete ). So rather than biar menyemak kat situ sebab satu ayat aje pun... delete and continue on about me, muahaha... alah, penah je delete entry lain before ( one entry yang sgt2 macam buat pesta mencarut... I deleted that one and promised myself that no matter how angry I get, no four letter F words shall enter my mind again... hopefully.. pleasssseee..... ). So don't be too surprised if the whole deleting episode happens again ...

Entry dah mak datuk panjang..... me need to go and solat and then watch my favorite guy on TV.... Eric Foreman....

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Anothe 4 hours more to go till my last exam of the semester.... really, really scared because this is my worst class ever ( and I mean ever in the history of me being in Michigan ). I know I'm not gonna be able to answer the questions anyway, so all I can do is hope that my effort is worth a B. Well, at least I'm comforted with the fact that I already have an A in EECS 280, and since is the one course that I really wanted to score, I'm happy :) . As I always do at the end of the term, I always write a thank you email to the professors/TAs/GSIs who I feel had helped me the most. I haven't done so for these two courses yeet, but I did write to Andy saying thank you (Andy is my discussion GSI ), and the reply really lifted my spirits:

Thanks for the praise... It really makes me feel good to know that I'm
accomplishing something up in front of you guys. By the way, you were one of
the only students who came to Office Hours with actual questions about
course material and a desire to learn... and for that, I thank _you_ :-)
Good luck with the rest of your schooling and have a great summer...

-Andy Gossard

Isn't that sweet? Usually I get simple replies like "You're welcome" and the just a short message, but this is the best so far, hehe...Okay, I'm really scared for my math exam, so I better go now and continue reading....

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Why do I always have to find out bad things, or bad things happen to me, right before my exams? Did I suddenly exude an aura or something during those times? Really... I hate it when crap like that happens. Yesterday I had my EECS 203 exam, it was tougher than I thought, so I'm not sure how I did. At this point I'd be grateful for a B, even though I really liked that class. After the exam, I went out to dinner with Jennifer at China Gate, our last time eating out together since she's going home today. We talked about stuff, like our plans for the summer and her current dating situation, and curiously enough, we talked about betrayal. Hmm.... I didn't dare to divulge that much information to her, but basically we were trading stories and stuff. So after dinner, she came back to my room and we watched the American Idol special together. I seriously think Carmen is gonna get booted out next, 'cause she should have been last week instead of Kimberly. And due to lack of sleep last night ( I always can't sleep when things bother me ), I went to bed really early and woke up just about 5 minutes ago. Have to study for my exam tomorrow, I know it's gonna be a killer.

Kemarin ade borak dengan a friend, and die mention something pasal "kawan and rebound". Hmm? Tapi lepas tuh line putus, so die tak sempat nak elaborate sgt. Though I do know what you mean about die being a rebound guy, I mean, punye lame girl tuh kapel ngan org lain ( 4 ke 5 tahun ), then ntah camane break, alih-alih tak sampai sebulan dah jumpe baru. Uikk.... my friend kate budak tuh dok jauh ngan the girl, I have no idea dah jumpe ke belum, but I still say, yep, rebound guy. Kalau derang tak penah jumpe, lagi lah org kate mmg definitely rebound guy. Kesian jugak kat guys kengkadang (kengkadang jek), girl tuh layan die siket je, cakap sayang siket je, dah ingat "Oh, that's the love of my life" ( well, girls pun pk camtuh jugak a lot of times, so the situation works both ways ). Having been in that place before, kalau boleh I want to be more careful next time orang sweet talk. But back to the whole rebound thing. Yang girl tuh pon satu. Takde care lain ke nak cope with the loss than hook up ngan org lain? I don't see how a guy can be the solution to a guy problem. No matter how sweet that person is, 4 years tuh lame, how can you be so sure yang what you feel for this new guy is really true, bukan saki-baki what you felt for the ex, and bukan sebab you felt lonely and tetibe dtg lah the sweet talker... I never believe in rebound anything, guy, girl, or something in between. It's like playing with a time bomb. What I'm curious right now, sape lah due orang manusie yang my friend mention tuh. Secretive sangat. But whatever it is, having rebound relationships are never good. Being the rebound person.. lagi lah tak gune. May I never have to be in that position.

Hmm.. as Alice in Wonderland said " Curiouser and curiouser...." ( that's not even in the dictionary), but privacy is privacy, I respect that. As for me, I wouldn't really trust a guy yang baru je break off ngan someone yang he had been with a long time. Cool off dulu ler kot ye pun... maybe a month or 2, but less than a month? As Jennifer likes to say "That's just crap".

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EECS 203 exam in another 45 minutes... damn scared.... to Bantut, be strong girl, hopefully it'll all be better soon.... really, guys should know which things/words/people are off limits and which are not.... so sorry...

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Hmm.. pelik-pelik.. tadi lame gile takleh nak log on to my MSN messenger.... dulu dah penah jadik tah camnie... but I biar jek for a day, the it's okay... tapi yang nie takleh sebab nak kene bagitau bende urgent kat orang... I was so surprised... sebab die tetibe ter ssign-off senirik... lagi menarik, bile try nak sign balik, die tak kasik.... bile try bukak my inbox, die kate byk kali sgt try nak access the account with the wrong password, so die deny access temporarily. Pulak dah. So I reset my password ( if you can call it that... still password lame ) in order to get my account back... nasib baik boleh... uisshh... sape lah manusia/menatang yang try nak hack akaun org nie... tuh je yang I can figure out sebab org tuh sure main agak je my password, buat byk2 kali, last2 access denied... chett... or it can just be messenger bangang... but that's a different story altogether....

Hehe.. jgn try nak hack account orang unless your purpose is to get me pissed....

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MARI AMEK LAGI SATU QUIZ JUST FOR THE HECK OF IT
Mase tuh gatal-gatal, sonok amek quiz... anyway, tried this one "What kind of girlfriend are you? ".. muahaha... no, I didn't cheated on the quiz, wonder how I got the result ( ntah2 sume org camtuh.. chett... ), since I answered this question:" What kind of conversation do you and your boyfriend have?" with this answer: "Emotional, sometimes I end up crying" .... which is true.. hehe...
No time for boys now, too much stuff to do... work work... but it's true that I did just enjoy being around my exes, just being there andd hang out... but I don't think I'm tomboyish, so I dunno...


-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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MARI AMEK QUIZ DEKAT WEBSITE IJAT

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What's your sexual appeal?
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Sape ingat lagu nie...

ade seorang kawan, namanya Ah Seng,
dia juga, berkawan, namanya Muthu,
kami berkawan baik, sama sedarjah,
belajar, bersama, main bersama....

hey hey hey ( 2 kali),
tiga sekawan...
( ulang rangkap terakhir 2 kali )

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Keskeskes... lagu belajar mase darjah satu, or due, tak ingat... lagu tuh obviously for budak laki ( mase tuh mane main laki kawan pompuan, pompuan kawan laki, sume nak kawan same jenis jek), tapi cikgu main bantai suruh sume orang nyanyi.... apsal lagu nie lekat kat otak: sebab mase tuh talent show, cikgu amek ramai2 budak buat boria, and me... hehehe.. watashi selamat from kene pakai baju merah bunge putih sebab cikgu kasik score soh main piano accompany budak... muahahaha.... score senang jek... mmg khas untuk dimain oleh budak2.... hehehe... teringat dulu kalau talent show sure kene main piano, penah skalik je main kastenet, tapi mase tuh sebab satu kelas kene buat mini-orkestra, and ade due tige kali nyanyi ( lagu sume English... except sekali kene pakai kostum and nyanyi lagu betik ... urgh... freaky ) ... hahaha... adoi lah zaman budak-budak..... memory paling best, mase tadika... mase tuh masuk nasyid, jadik solo tuh ( wuuhh... mase tuh bangge tak ingat ), tapi ustazah pesan soh praktis mase rehat... tapi mase die cakap tuh mane dengar sebab sume org tgh sebok nak gie rehat... last2 tengok2 tak cukup 3 orang: me and another two girls. Ustazah carik punye carik, last-last jumpe kitorang kat padang.... tgh main bola sepak ngan due tige budak pompuan lain ngan budak laki jugak ( hahahaha... mase tuh tak paham konsep lagik... cube bayangkan kitorang dengan tudung putih, baju putih, kain hijau, singsing kain main bola sepak... gile.. ). Hehehe.... ustazah panggil masuk dalam kelas praktis nasyid, nasib je tak kene jerit sebab die tuh garang.... Paling best, besok tuh time die ngajar, die ajar kejap je, pastu die soh kitorang main bola sepak depan kelas... sume orang, tak kisah laki ke pompuan... hahaha... I have no idea apsal die wat camtuh. Waaa... ape lagik, main sampai habes mase rehat... last-last bile balik rumah kene marah ngan nenek sebab kain sume penuh debu ( sebab depan kelas bukan padang, tanah lapang, nasib tak jatuh sebab tadek rumput nak tahan ) .

Bile time pertandingan nasyid tuh sampai, kitorang dapat nomor due... yang menang tuh baju lip lap gile, macam model mini Musulman... siap ade labuci kat tudung sume ( I didn't remember about the costume, tapi hari tuh balik rumah jumpe gambar mak amek mase sume pemenang posing atas pentas. Nampak kitorang sgt2 selebet sebab pakai baju skolah jek ). Hadiah pemenang nomor due: pencil box ( which I still have kat umah ), pensel ngan pemadam ( which I don't have ) dengan coloring book ( which I remember having dulu sebab abang suke sorok ). Yang pelik, die kasi coloring book, pensel kaler tadek, nak soh orang kaler ngan pensel ke ape, buat black and white. Nasib mase tuh tgh "baby kesayangan bapak" ( skang pon... ngehehehe ), bapak belikan pensel kaler spesel sebab nak kaler buku. Ingat lagi, pensel kaler Luna yang ketot tuh, ade semilan kaler je kot kat dalam, punye sayang sampai kedekut nak kasi orang pinjam.

Alahai.... kan best jadi budak-budak...

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Tgk gambar, baru sedar betape tak photogenic nye saye.. takpe2.... nak kasi sedap ati, tampal bebanyak kat blogger, heheh :P .... bile tgk2 bebetul, gambar yang paling kiri tuh nampak lain sgt compare to gambar yg. lain, ntah apesal tatau. From left: taken in Florida; BBQ ; apple picking ; before pegi beraye kat umah Nizam; Thanksgiving.

Waaa... sakit perut!!!

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Decided to change the song and the pic.. heheh.... I wasn't exactly a big fan of Take That ( I was nuts for Boyzone, damn the boyband era ), but I think this song happens to be very sweet. I was a sucker for Take That's "Back For Good", if a guy sings that to me, I'll be his forever ( heheheh... yeah, I know it's silly, but I do love that song ). I love the melody of "Back For Good", and somehow the song seemed, I dunno, kinda sincere to me... that the guy realized that he made a mistake and that sometimes what we have is what we want after all. of course, that never is the case in real life, but it's a nice thought to bear in mind, whether you're optimistic, jaded, or just plain scared of being hurt again. I guess I chose "Never Forget" because I feel that ever since I first laid foot on American soil, I've had so many experiences that will always be permanently etched in my mind, and while not all of them are good, they're not all bad either. I've made friends, I've lost contact with some, I've hurt friends and have been hurt by friends, I've met different kinds of interesting people that have broadened my perspective ( and in turn, I think in a way, I have broadened theirs too ), I've loved and had my heart broken so that I learn something else new... picking up the pieces. I've been good, I've been bad, only to discover that I really do want to be a good girl, for me, not for anyone else. I've worked and I took a break from work and learned that I prefer working and earn cash.. heheh....

Dave introduced me to this photographer friend of his, who is really cool, and we just started talking about stuff. His work is really good, and he asked me how the US changed me, if I change at all. I told him that America didn't change me, it's the experiences that I had here that showed me so many things and at the same time, show me that there are many more things that are left to be discovered. I told him what I really want is something that reminds me of who I was and who I am, just so that I can see if I'm moving forward or am I still stuck in a hole . He offered his help, saying that nothing really tells a story better than pictures. He told me to rack up as many old pictures that I can during the summer, and when fall comes, maybe we can some sort of a "time line" for me. Hehehe... hope he wasn't just saying that, it would really be cool to have pictures of me then and now, because my picture collection is all over the place. Maybe I can even send a copy back home for my family to remember me by...

Talking about pictures, tadi bosan study, so I stiched up a few pics of me, hehehe... currently working on a collage that includes friends and family, but that's gonna take a long time still... *sigh*....

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Currently at the MU, bored macam nak mampos, but I have to study math in order not to fail... chett... I had to trick myself to coming back here by leaving my backpack and other stuff here so that I have to come back and get them ( went back home just now to watch "The Bold and The Beautiful" ... please don't ask why ) I bought a no. 9 at the McD just now, and I actually won something, haha... which is weird because this is the first time I bought anything there ( except coffee ) ever since the contest started. What did I win: a regular size lunch/dinner meal .... how exciting ( ho hum... sniff sniff ).

Semalam I went to Prof. Pollack's office hours, the last one for the semester. Boo-hoo... she's really nice, one of the few profs that I actually like going to her office hours, kalau yang lain sume carik GSI. Heheh... anyway, I was expecting a lot more people there since the exam is on Monday and all, tapi tgk2 ade due org jek, me and this other guy. Well, takpe2... org lain sume pandai. Anyway, prof. bagitau yg structural induction tak masuk ek-zem, and die kate tanak bagitau org lain, sebab org lain malas nak gie office hour, hehehe... tapi sebab sayang kawan punye pasal, aku gitau Kirah.. muahahaha... so kirenye dalam lecture tuh, ade 3 orang je yg tau structural induction tak masuk exam...unless diorang dapat tau from lecture lain lah.. hehehe... oh crap, malam nie kene ingat gitau Seng Fatt jugak structural induction tak masuk, but knowing him, die probably dah lame tau ( he's reaaallllyyyyy fast ).

Semalam kitorang konon nak wat sep-rais kat Deera, dtg nak kasi hadiah. I called her from Alisa's room, and Dee kate "aku nak keluar jap lagi gie bilik Kirah.." ... Uh-oh... org dtg nak carik die, tetibe die takde, camane nie? So I blatantly lied. " Eh aku nak dtg bilik ko, aku tgh depressed nie " . Heheh.. macam takde alasan lain, tuh je pop kat kepale mase tuh. Besides, after all the sob stories yg Dee dengar from me, I'm probably the only girl yang alasan tuh valid kat Umich nie, hahahah... Anyway, kasi Deera a "teddy - hippo ", yang memule jantan, tapi last2 jadi betine... name die? JELLO.... sempene bontot yg besau...

Smalam tgk suku Moulin Rouge and main ngan Deera nye puzzle... sorry Shay...hehehe ... needless to say, takde buat mende sgt pon.

Kylie: Boy, I can't get you out of my head...
Me: Crap, I'm really bored out of my head....

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Don't ask me what the heck the song is about.... this is dedicated to Kirah sebab rasenye die yang simpan this song in my comp, heheh.... where do all of these kind of songs come from?

Oh, and to those who asked, no, the last profile in my previous entry wasn't mine, just some random person in my buddy list ( the beauty of AIM: you can be in someone's list and never know about it ), and I'm not really comfortable nak gitau sape punye that profile... if you happen to know, you know, if you don't then heh heh heh heh heh....
tak caye it's not mine , msg me, my AIM is farraAzure, tgk my profile right now...which is currently kosong...

Here's to women and the men who deserves us...

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